Khamis, 20 Ogos 2009

bummer.

DISASTROUS!

i hate my results..do i really have to be such an idiot..??this life sucks when there's lots of things that you don't want to..happens!it really do sucks..hate using such nasty words..but..no can do..i can't take it anymore!

even so..life must go on..let out the busuks and take the wangi..maybe there's something for me ahead after all this I've gone through..like what Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah said in one of his ceramah's..

"ALLAH kalau nak beri kegemilangan pada hambanya,,DIA akan mulakan dengan musibah.."

i'll keep that phrase in mind..it's true if you guys think about it for a moment..but that 'musibah' is something that sometimes..a hamba cannot handle at all..maybe my iman is weak..is not strong enough..like all those para Wali's and Rasul's..i'm way too worst to be compared to them..but..there's a verse in the Holy Quran..

"ALLAH tidak akan menguji seorang hambanya tidak lebih dari kemampuannya.."

that's what i believe..and it WILL be what i always believe..ALLAH knows what's right and what's for us..and as a hamba to the ALMIGHTY..i have to accept all that's fated to me even if i'm half insane about all these that has happened to me..

remember..life must go on..whatever happens..come hell or high water..i'll be a strong hamba in whatever situation it is..maybe ALLAH wanna show me something that i don't know..something that no one will even thought of..maybe..just maybe..you'll never know until you try..tak kenal maka tak chenta,,right?





Sabtu, 18 Julai 2009

malu.ak

huhuu..
ak mlu gle nan pristiwe nh..sgnny..tp xde mnde pon..haha..arith..kn kte blek ntok ari mwddh kn..ad r kuarge pak ngah tchenta dtg..ank2 dy pon dy angkut skali..ad r si abg sedara..si kakak sedara..dn si adek sedara y bwu 6 taon kot..

kjadian ituh blaku lps ak kuwaw dapo..pnt tulun mk msk nh..huhh..panasny..nk crk r nfon tsyg..mne le tw ad msj msok kn..scan r ruang tamu th..tgk kt meja mkn..sofa [dimana si abg sedara sdg berbaring]..lelantai yg bsepah th..tiada..

bgerak r ke meja di mne tletakny tv plasma gedabak th..ttbe..nmpk r nfon nokia itam th..owhh..tgh charge rupeny..tnp mnkn ap2 btg pd si nfon..charger twos dicabut..kaki twos nk mlgkh ke blik da nh..

ttbe..

"eh.."
sore ituh bersuare..

"th nfon sy r.."

kate2 si abg sedara mmatikn lgkh ke blik..dgn mke bjet x bslh..bdn di psg 360 drjh pelahan lahan..

"ye..??sorry.."

nfon betuka tgn..snyom plstik ditmpl srta mrta..uit..malu syiot..

twos ak msk ke blik tnp sbrg kate ag..si kakak sedara di sblh abg sedara hny mmp tsenyom..dodol..mluny ak..th r!spe suwoh wt nfon sme housing..wt malu kaum er..ble selisih nan si abg sedara ituhh..hny mmp mnahan mlu er..nk wt cemane..haila..

di dlm blk..twos ak ceghite pd akk tchenta perihal kjadian mmalukan ituhh..i swear..i WILL check the wallpaper of every nfon i wanna take..